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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 10:07 AM

one year

you left this place one year ago.
one year later.
hope you are doing well up there.


Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 12:49 PM

save as draft last week, decide to re-post it.

birthday wishlist:
driving license next year
first class honours
visit taiwan, hongkong and japan
be happy all day long.
everyone stay happy and healthy
be more perfect.
more independent.
overseas education!
guardian angel

:)


@ 11:57 AM

love me for who i am.
don't change me to what you want.

love is blissful ain't it?
and yet it can be the most painful of it.
in love, there's only win or lose.
a lot of people wanted to win.
however,i guess the ultimate winner is the one who learn how to lose and handle the lose.
the 3 words. that have a wonderful meaningful meaing.
i guess, everyone is growing up now.
growing.learning.thinking.

and slowly,i realised the image of you have been fading.
i guess everything have disappeared.
in time to come.
till then.


Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 9:29 AM

when the world came crashing down on you with series of bad news.
what would you do?
disappointed. despair. pms-ing.
do not disturb.
i will be alright soon.


Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 12:39 PM

rain rain go away.
boooo.

just reach home from temple to pray to grandma.
it's her death anniversary today.
there's a number of food at my house now.

today i feel so relax.
don't know why though.

haven finish tutorial.
boo. and madness lah. the answer for question 1 already one page. and not finish for question 1. i hate essay question.
shall continue tonight

boo-ness.

till then.
:D


Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 11:15 AM

finally after so many days, my appetite was back.
i love my bed after nuaing for so many days being sick.
how lousy could i get?

the cough is still there.
i dislike that.
but what to do.
just try to keep those yummy food away from me.
no cold drinks either.
no fried food.
no prawn, no chickent. no nothing.

ahhh. what am i suppose to eat?

Weiyi, get well soon.
:)


Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 4:27 PM

went to see the doctor just now at 3 plus.

my throat actually feel ticklish for a few days since Sunday.
then suddenly, yesterday, i feel so breathless.
like gasping for air like that.
i thought i just need a rest and i went to sleep.
who knows.
i slept until close to 5am i woke up, i really still feeling breathless.
then my throat got no voice.
and i was really gasping for air.i went to drink a cup of hot water and that was when i begin to feel better.running nose came next. and i feel lots better. went back to sleep again at 6am plus.

then morning, i was still feeling super breathless, but not as bad as the one at close to 5am.
i thought my asthma is back. really scared me out of my wits.
went to the doctor, and the doc say asthmatic cough, mild asthmatic. give me some medicine to clear my airways. cough mixture and some muscle ache medicine.

god, let me recover soon.


@ 1:29 PM

here it is...

before i start off on my birthday celebration on Saturday.
friday night at 7pm, i have my economics exam.
as you can see, from my previous previous[super previous] post, obviously, im worried for my economics.
but what is done, have been done, and i can't do anything to it.
the paper. to me is alright. but im just so afraid of the diagram.
1 single mistake from the graph, the whole question just finish, and everything would be wrong.
they ain't interested in the essay or what you are going to write, they look at the diagram.
so what if im now worried for my perfect competition lump sum subsidy diagram label wrongly. i can't do anything anyway.
so let just pray for me. i should be able to pass this.

3rd of September. 5.30pm we will know the result.

21st birthday celebration at National Service Resort Country Club (NSRCC)

after the exam on friday at 10pm. we took a cab from school back to bedok then to NSRCC.
my sis and her friends were already there. and i was feeling super damn shag, that i just went into the room, without bathing.
and i just lie on the bed.
my sister friends were playing mahjong , and i can't go into my sis friends room. they don't allow me.
then Michelle, lend me her latest gadgets. eh what is it? DS lite? it was a fun game playing that.
in the middle of the night, i was so hungry, that i have to eat cup noodles. after that watch tv, then, buay ta han, 3 something go and sleep le.
then i can't sleep until 4 something i guess.
since there're 2 rooms, we split into girls and guys room.
then sleep all the way until sat morning. at about 8 something.

in the morning, after much discussion, i wanted to have Mcdonlad for breakfast. in the end, no one called for delivery.
haha.
kiwa da bao bee hoon for us.
and i was so engross in playing PSP. the guys have it. i super outdated lah. ok.
my sis and two of her friends went to bedok central and buy some stuff back.
and yeah, daddy and mommy came at 1 plus. with cousin and uncles.
after much slacking, my nieces came.
and we decide to went to play bowling.
and it was raining the whole afternoon.
scared me that the bbq wouldn't be able to go ahead.
but by evening time, it stops.
thanks! haha

then while we walking to the bowling centre. i saw my cousin and cousin-in-law outside the bowling centre. they reach so early.
then we went in, my cousin told me that my uncle, cousin, cousin-in-laws, nieces and nephews have reached. but inside singing karaoke.
we went to play bowling and then, went to find them. my cousin-in-law really sing very well lah.
haha. i had fun playing with the two little kids.
the cousin i met outside the bowling centre left early, with my cousin-in-law. cause they have some company dinner. they came, pass me angpow at the bowling alley, and then went to the chalet and find my parents.

then i went back to the chalet,bath, dress up.
that was when friends and relatives starts streaming in at 6 plus.
i got angpows and presents.
thanks a lot!
:)
my cousins say i grow old le. haha. but then i say you all are older than me.
haha.
i didn't entertain everyone very well.
cause, somehow, i got calls and messages,saying how to go.
haha. sorry people for the place.
then i got to rob my dad to drive my friends.
and i got no time to eat the food.

and funny, they say before you cut the birthday cake, will take group pictures.
but then, i didn't.
i didn't take with my family, i didn't take with my maternal and paternal side.
i take mostly with my friends.
haha. cause mom think, never mind one lah. so didn't take with relatives.
maybe im the unstandardised one.
pictures up next.
cause i wana photoshop it.
:D

thanks daddy and mommy for sponsoring everything.
thanks aunt(god-ma) for the cooking[it's yummy lah].
thanks all cousins, cousin-in-laws, nephews and nieces who came.
thanks all friends.
:)
[suppose to be out on tuesday, but i save it as draft, cause i couldn't finish it :p]


Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 11:55 PM

i sort of enjoyed myself today until......

haha. till then


@ 10:03 AM

Happy 21st to me!

just few hours.
not really few hours ago.
after the clock strikes 12am on 23rd of August 2007.
im officially 21.

like what a lot of people wrote in the bday card for me.
envy me for turning 21. to can watch all types of movie[eh, r21 movie, i don't really interested to watch). and don't need parent consent(eh, parents consent for what?)
like soon, im really 21.

time flies for sure.

thanks all my friends for their well-wishes.
thanks all my friends for their sms-es
thanks all my friends for the present last week at the party and some this week.
thanks all my friends for standing by me.
being with me through all my ups and downs.
for all the fun and laughter, peace and joy we had.

may god bless all of you.
laughter and peace be with you.

and also, my relatives, my aunts and uncles, my cousins, my nieces and nephews too.

as for my birthday wishes, it's still in the work in progress draft post together with my birthday celebration last week.

but for now, i just want to be happy.
be what i am. and not what others want me to be.
have more EQ. as well as IQ.
but i guess, the first one is most important. which i think everyones wants.
:)

till then. i will edit this post in due course to come.

happy 21st to me once again. and yeah.
to those who turn 21st today. a big happy birthday too.
:)

birthday celebration post up next[most probably].

:D


Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 11:36 AM



thanks all friends and relatives for coming.
friends with all the presents.
and relatives for all the angpows.
it was a fun night.

thanks for the
watches(receive 3)
jackets(receive 2)
jigsaw puzzle
clothes
acessories.
and all others (ang pows).

a big thanks to all of you.

shall update tomorrow about it and with all the pictures.

till then.


Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 10:11 AM

i love econs.
i love econs.
i love econs.
i love econs.
i love econs.
i love econs.
i love econs.

i don't want to fail econs.
i don't want to take the real intro to econs.
i don't want because UOL-LSE econs paper is killer paper.
even the notes i see those taking it, is really super one to faint.
first chapter already want to faint.
have to got don't know how many chapters how to ta han huh?

i need to pass today paper.

PLEASE LAH PEOPLE, PRAY FOR ME NOW!


Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 10:24 AM

down with MATHS!
:)

it was okay.
as in okay.
no comment about it.

now im super scared for econs.
and 2 more days to econs, and chalet.

and yesterday, i met someone super nasty.
more in livejournal friends post.
i tell you, next time, i see that person, i surely shoot him back, NONE OF YOUR BIZ.
as if i dare.

took up another tuition.
okay lah, im sorry, but i should have save some time for me, but then, actually, cos it's once per week, so i took it up, and it's at Tampines, so it's alright.
you ain't telling me go to the west ma.

but i think that's it.
stop at there.
even dad and mom tells me to get some time to study too.
but i know where's my limit.

haha.

till then.


Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 11:02 AM

bless me for my exams.

tomorrow for maths.
and econs on fri.
i hate all the graphs lah.
:(



since they ask me what i want for my birthday!
here the list.

1) watch
2) jacket
3) bag
4) clothes

actually, really don't need to splurge.
friends attendance is the best le!!
:)

all are invited:





back to maths.
ahhhhh


Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 5:32 PM

great.
i try to on my old phone.
to get the some people contact.
now can't even open.

why my phone must spoilt.
so many people contact i lost.
yucks.

and my new phone.
sometimes, halfway no more connection!

:(

ahhh booo.

stress up with exams next week.

yesterday was nice.
went out at night. with tingting, jessica, daphne, alicia, felicia & dawn.
have dinner at Han's.

and we were buying presents for the August BABIES.
but we didn't in the end.

so any kind sould willing to donate me some money.
so i can buy what i wanted.
haha. Santa Clause maybe you want to start work earlier now.

:)

haha.

till then.


Thursday, August 09, 2007 @ 8:01 PM

second post.

today's public holidays.
national day.
i went to give tuition in the afternoon, and i saw a lot of people, wearing red. at about 12 something. think they are going to the parade.

suppose to go Cousin condo and watch the fireworks, but i didn't in the end.
got one ticket to the parade, didn't go.
cos i don't want to be loner there, sitting and then, people is in group, me- a loner.
haha.

people come and past by.
they leave impression in you.
a lot of times.
and yet, do they consider u as friends?
once new group of friends is make, they forget about you.
so is this call friends?

or are u really my friend now.
or just a stranger soon to be.
i hope is the first.
not the second.

and i hope all my friends will remain as friends.
even if no contact.
simple sms will do.
or even simple email will do everything.

take care everyone.
enjoy the holidays!


@ 12:29 AM


[secret]
[叶湘伦]+[小雨]= 不能说的。秘密。
[ 但能够拥有,10年已经很长]
HAPPY 42 BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TING!
whewww. blow all candles on the cakes later. if you have the chance.
haha.
:)
anyway, SECRET is really a must watch.
i watch it yesterday!
or just now. 7.30pm show.
really surprise. and i like JAY playing the piano.
yeah. not only that,i like the story. Simple and yet romantic and sweet.
though there's some parts confusing, but i know what it is talking about.
and i love it. in addition, the wonderful lines.
it's really SUPERB!
Jay really talented!
and it's really touching,that i cried.
i wana watch it again!
cos i wana see what's in front(we're late).and i wana catch the 4 lines that i have been catching.
:)
till then.
Happy birthday Singapore again.
I love Singapore!
wheww.


Tuesday, August 07, 2007 @ 12:51 PM

i love wang li hong new songs.

okay. things aside.

later got to go back to school.

i finish microecons.
but alas, nothing goes into my head
im giving myself till friday to finish both macro and micro.
after which is to revise maths till monday!

im going to give myself saturday to monday to revise for my maths.

sigh. i don't have time for other things let alone say shopping and watching movies(but there's one particular i want to watch now :p).
what i want now is next week to come and end. i mean exams to end.

dawn, pass ur BTT. and we can go learn driving together.
:p
pardon for highlighting in my book. hope u don't mind.
:)

alright alright.
shall go off now.
till then.


Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 9:51 AM

again.
it's the new week.
:)

hahas.

and actually i wanted to write about the windsurfing camp like last last week,
and the wake and bake on last fri.

but then, somehow. or rather, i forgotten what happen exactly.
therefore, i shall try to squeeze my brain juice a bit to write about it.

okay. so windsurfing camp was on the 27/07/07 to 29/07/07 at National Sailing Centre.
all i can remember is the place is super ulu.
the nearest bus stop is don't know how many walking distance.
and then all i remember was the ice-breaking games.
and then station games.
one stop is acting. another stop is to use ur mouth to get the M&M out of the tray full of flour and salt.
another stop is to think how to fill up the 2 bottle using with what we can find.
another stop is to what mermaid or shark?
think bernice was the mermaid.
then dinner, and then some more games.
xy group- pirates win in the end.

second day was windsurfing.
but it rains, and we got to go back school.
so after we learnt how to assemble the windsurf and stuff.
then we got to go le.
nvm lah.
maths is impt too.
then after class, went to TTSH and visit wy before taking cab back to NSC.
BBQ at night for dinner.
okay lah.
then we play never ever have i ever.
ewwww. and the punishment is hotdogs.
then after that is salt.
ewww. i play a few times. not many then in the end, i buay tong. i wana sleep.
haha.

then last day, there's trithalon going on. therefore those who drove there, can't get out of there until like 3.
i can't, cos i teaching tuition at 3.
then in the end, we walk really a distance to take 36 to parkway before taking bus 15 back to Pasir Ris.
on the whole journey back, i was sleeping lah.
when i woke up, im already in Pasir Ris le!

haha.

school year 2 have finally like started.
hope everything is going to turn out fine!
wish me luck for my exams on the 14 and 17 and then it would be my 21st celebration!
:)

gosh so fast.

and then last fri, there's wake and bake at Pasir Ris park.
which is near my house. of course lah. i like Pasir Ris.
even though the nice whitesand renovation with more new shops took my Delifrance away. the nearest i go now is Tamp Mall.
and with the new cathay coming to downtown east, no fret for entertainment!
haha.
went for boat ski, then there's lunch and fashion show.
and performance by professional wakeboarders!
whew. really pro lah.
then me, xy went for wakeboard for slot is 3pm.
boat 1 got me and xy, the other 3 is from NUS.
whew. the first girl, i forgotten her name, is really pro lah.
then Alan turn, li hai also.
then Huijuan turn also li hai, just a few times, she can stand up already
then xy turn, she also li hai lah.
as for me, i didn't dare to go down le.
my phobia for the sea is still there.
boo. then when we went back. the 4 of them went to Kayak.
then me watch them.
then the 5 of us went for the banana boat.
wah lao, i though going to end le.
then they drop us off and we were all drop into the sea!
i was so scared stiff.
haha. cos i took off my spect(i didn't wear my contact lens)
but it was okay lah!
as i didn't bring any clothes to change, cos house near, didn't wana bring so many things.
haha.
but it was great.
but my face was totally red. as while as my hands.
i come home, my mom was like why you didn't put sunblock?
but she should know me. i put also no use.
got put or no put, my face and hands will turn RED!
yeah, like cook lobster!
now my face is totally peeling lor.
boo.

haha.

no school today!
NTU starts school today!
have a nice day and academic year NTU friends!
:)


Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 11:09 AM

im still feeling tired despite sleeping for so long.
:(

weiyi will be discharge from TTSH today!
my aunt is admitted there yesterday or today?
im going with my mom later.
before going to school.

eh eh later is PBF
don't know whether i can take it anot.

ok
till then!



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